New Nails.

i saw a new design and so i did my nails last night. not the best work that i’ve tried, but i think they’ll grow on me. ha

blah…

I’m a little bored. So i decided to make a little post and upload my recent work. I just did a new design on my nails that I saw online, and I’m really satisfied with the job that I did . Hope You Like.

i didnt use any stickers or stencils

xoxo, me <3

Summer ’10 in a Nutshell….

I start my first class of Fall 2010 tomorrow. Which means, Summer ’10 is OFFICIALLY over; and Frankly, it has been a very bitter-sweet experience. For me, summer started April 18th after I was admitted into the hospital and was then given the option by the doctor to withdraw from school. The way I was feeling that day made me decide to stay home and withdraw from NAU. that may have been the worst and best decision of my life.

The summer started out pretty slow; All I was doing was filling out paper work to withdraw from NAU and then I had to apply at the community college that was closest to my house. It started speeding up after my first summer term [of summer school]. I went to California for a week and stayed with my lil cousin, Alex, in Gardena (she got me hooked on Ghost Adventures). But then my trip was cut short because of news that my grandmother was in the hospital because she had had a stroke. I relocated to my Aunt Gene’s house and we drove to the Kaiser Permanente in Riverside. My grandma was pretty much in bad shape. The hardest thing was seeing how my mother was handling things. Through her overly optimistic facade, I could tell how much pain she was feeling seeing my Granny lying there unable to move on her own or speak in coherent sentences. The next day I went and saw the homie and we kicked it -everywhere- in Los Angeles, basically. I appreciate his mind, most of the time; he’s good company to have (on a good day). Toward the end of my week in California, my Grandmother’s health improved. She was able to recognize people and moved her right arm around. It was amazing. a work of God…

After I returned home, a lot of things happened. I applied for Summer II of summer school, my boyfriend moved in with me, and I started really noticing the money problems I was having. I realized that I should’ve stay at NAU.

Then I went back to California and stayed with my Homie. It was cool at first but then I started seeing a different side to people and also a world that I was never apart of before.

So, in a nutshell…I learned that you can never take anything for granted, from being able to get up and stand on your own two feet to having someone there that cares about you. And really, I’m just trying to end this post coz I’m too lazy to think and type right now. lol.

xoxo, me.

New ‘Do

xoxo, mee!

money in the bank?

Sooo, lately I’ve been feeling kind of down because, SOMEHOW, at the end of the month my bank account is around the one or two digits. lol. Which usually leads in the useless scouring of my bank statements and the occasional “Where the hell did my money go…” Let me tell ya! The answer ain’t pretty. ha! After taking care of my (minor) financial responsibilities, the rest of my money is pretty much blown on clothes and shoes! Therefore, I’m writing this blog as an attempt to justify my shopping addiction.

An addiction by definition is: the state of being enslaved to a habit or practice or to something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming to such an extent that its cessation causes severe trauma.

Now, that may be a little extreme….but It really isn’t.

Lately, I’ve been having some self-esteem issues. I feel like taking a day to go shopping will help that. Buying things that will make me look and feel good. And, it works! I know that I should find something else. Maybe try and go back to art or music. But I dunno…When I dont go shopping I feel incomplete. lmbo!

So, in conclusion. I have a shopping addiction that I’m not really interested in fixing…

xoxo, meeh

32…27…40

All around the world women are pressured to fit into a certain body image. Women in almost any country undergo different types of cosmetic surgeries to standardize their beauty. japanese women get surgery to widen their eyes; in brazil, the women get ass and breast implants as well as facial surgery; and finally in America, women obsess over their weight and being the smallest pant size they can possibly be.

Lately, I, myself, have been struggling with my body image. This summer I gained 20 lbs and grew about 3 inches around the waist and hips. When I read my measurements, it might not seem so bad; but it feels that way to me. Some days I look in the mirror and see something that no one else does…When I went to the dentist, and the nurse asked my weight so that they could figure out what dose to give me in the anesthetic; and when I told her 140, she told me that I didnt look it. Also, when I was trying on clothes at the Forever 21, I’d asked for a large in Leggings and she said she was going to get me a medium too because I was “tiny”. I dunno whats wrong with me.

Nowadays, Its really hard to tell what’s media inspired or what’s a naturally occurring human thought process. The standard of Beauty for some people is determined by what celebrities, models, and video vixens look like on the television. For others its a lot simpler. One day, a good friend of mine told me someone had said that he was shallow. he was disappointed he let the mainstream standard get to him. After that conversation, I thought to myself like “Shit, I’m not shallow. I accept people for who they are and not what they look like.” But I hadn’t realized that being shallow can also pertain to how you look at yourself.

xoxo, lil lady.

SOoooOOo….

I just came back from Los Angeles on thursday august 5, and I have to say that it was a very refreshing and enlightening experience. AND also a little eye-opening regarding certain people.

Nonetheless, I enjoyed myself and I hope that I get to go back aSap!

I discovered a whole new meaning for the word: WEIRDO.

But it is what it is I suppose; I still had fun and I appreciated the company that I was with and the people that I met. <3

Sooo…Dear Life,

I missed you while I was away, but not I’m back and ready for this thing called LIFE.

xoxo, Meeh

SORRY!

this is lil lohcee,

and i just wanted to inform you that my website will be under construction for a while

(until i sell my laptop and i get a macbook)

i’ll try to add every once in a while….so please keep checking back!!!

and if you’re interested in a laptop, get at meeeh on myspace!

<3xoxo,lil loh!!

my dear life….

deaR Life.

everyone has problems, even though you cant always tell.

look someone in the eye today, and you’ll be able to see it there.

lurking right behind pupil, passed the iris, passed the cornea, smack dab in the

middle of their soul.

can you see it?

i dont think you can. or else you choose to ignore it.

<3lil loh.

california love.

by lil l0H